So, things didn’t quite go according to how I planned them yesterday. I thought my appointment with my counselor was at 11 or 11:30 and I got there early but… it was actually at 10:30.
I was actually really sad because I was so looking forward to seeing her and I always feel like a huge weight gets lifted off my shoulders afterwards. Le sigh. Oh well. I did, however, work out hard-core today! I worked out so intensely that I felt like puking, twice. LOL. But it felt really good, and I definitely want to be more consistent about it as Hawaii approaches. So at least there was some good to the day!
It’s okay to be human and make mistakes; I need to remind myself of that. I’m not super human or perfect, and that’s perfectly okay. I’ll see her soon, I’m sure. Even though I’m still a little bummed out that I didn’t see her, I’m looking forward to tomorrow because I get to see Leila and go for a nice dinner. Also, Olivia and I are going to go see La La Land, which has been nominated for a whopping fourteen Oscar awards. Tomorrow shall be good and fun!
Well, despite my melancholy mood, today was a good day over all. I need to get back to reading “Madly In Love With Me” again, because I’m starting to lose a little touch with all the knowledge about self-love I recently gained. I mean, I’m catching myself more which is good, but I still have so much more to learn. I’ll have plenty of time coming up next week to make those things a priority! I’m going to head to bed now! Get some much needed rest. Cheer up buttercup! Tomorrow’s a new day ☺