Hello! So I just came back from my work shift and it was great! I missed everyone and it was good to catch up briefly with everyone for the four hours I was there. I kind of changed my shifts around because Maria needed me to be in tomorrow, and I still wanted to be in on Thursday, so I broke my shifts into 4 hours each in order to stay level with my hours for the week. I’m a little nervous about that because I didn’t ask my manager, but I know if anything Maria will have my back about it so it’s okay. If I get asked about it, I’ll just apologize and say I forgot to mention it before I did anything, I’ll own up to it for sure. But anyways!
So, I couldn’t help myself, but through casually probing Marilyn (who was watching me pretty closely – or was it just my imagination?), I found out that Dylan is in this weekend. I mentioned to Luna that I wasn’t so sure about things anymore, and she thinks that he’s scared. Scared to fall for someone, scared to go any further than this, if it could. And I trust Luna’s judgement because she’s very, very perceptive. Maybe she’s right.
If that’s the case, then we’ll see. I don’t feel any particular ways about any of this – I want to go back to the way I was before I started having feelings for him. I’m not saying the feelings are going anywhere; I just, want to chill out a bit and stuff. That’s all.
Anyways, that’s that! I’m going to get ready because, since my schedule’s all changed, and I’m free today, I’m going to go hang out with Leila! Luckily she was free today, because I would have hated to bail on her after rescheduling.
I’ll write tomorrow once I’m back from her place!