Day 18 – January 18th, 2018

Brief log today, since I have to wake up early for a shift tomorrow.

I can’t believe it’s already Friday! This week has flown by. Today, I took a day to just be lazy and do nothing. Well, I wrote out my weekly routine in my new agenda and got myself a little organized, that was something! I also did laundry, LOL. It was a good day.

I probably could have done more with my time, but I think I may have the post-vacation blues. I’ll be back to normal in a little while I’m sure, but getting back to reality after tons of sun, swimming, heat and daily exercise and activity, especially in mid-winter (which makes me want to sleep and eat literally all the time) can be a little tough.

So, a took a little me-day. Tomorrow I have work, and then I’m looking forward to hanging out with Leila this Sunday!

Dylan never ended up messaging to let me know if he was free but that’s a fact in itself, I honestly don’t feel any ways about it. It’s not the “I don’t care” that comes from a place of trying to protect myself from hurt, but more so a healthy detachment to the situation. Space is probably a good thing for the time being anyways, as the feelings continue to work their way out of my system. I trust the universe and its plan, and I have faith in the way things happen.

Nick didn’t message either! Also just another simple fact. I really did just want to get together out of pure concern and genuine friendliness, but oh well! It is what it is, I tried.

Anyways, that’s about all for today! It feels strange not to be working as much as I normally do. I kind of miss the hours, because it kept me busy and gave me routine. I’m not used to having all of this free time. But I guess it’s nice for now. I know hours are going to pick back up as the Valentine’s Day draws closer. January is always the quietest month.

I’ll find a moment to write tomorrow once I get home from work!

Until then,

Love always,


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