Day 51 – February 20th, 2018

Hello! True to my word, I am back again today. However, I think this may end up being a rather brief log because it’s late now and I’ve got to get up early for work tomorrow.

The cleaning of the basement is going so, so well! My mom is legit a superhero – she spent the whole afternoon just cleaning and rearranging and now the basement looks spotless and brand new. Daniella is so excited and so grateful and it makes my heart happy to know we’re doing a kindness. We’re so lucky to have this roof over our heads, so why not share that blessing?

I guess I can talk about the tinder stuff in brief! Okay so, I matched with Cooper a while ago and we’ve been texting here and there since! He seems really sweet, polite, well-spoken and has a good sense of humour. I like that he suggested Distillery District for our first date because neither of us have ever been and it’ll be cute, I’m sure.

I’m scared to date because I don’t want to deal with the harder conversations if things don’t progress, but I have to understand that that’s what dating entails – no promises, just getting to know one another by spending time with no expectations for more.

I can’t believe this date is day after tomorrow! I’m glad I just happened to take that day off so that I can spend some time getting ready and whatnot. Dates can be fun! I have to remember that too.

Another thing I just wanted to briefly mention – Dylan’s been messaging me from Hawaii! It makes me happy because like, he asked for my advice on the road trip portion of his vacation and he also let me know they rented a convertible mustang LOL. Makes me feel like we’re actually friends, more so than the past couple months. I’m glad he’s having a ton of fun, Hawaii really was life-changing.

Anyways, I think I’m going to wrap it up for today. I’ll write more in depth tomorrow – I’ve got a short shift because Daniella will be moving some of her stuff in to the house, and also Lianna will be coming over to tone my hair too!

Oh another thing though – oh man, I felt so bad but I haven’t replied to Jake in like 5 days. And he actually messaged purely out of concern to make sure I was okay.

It’s just, April is so far away! I don’t know. Maybe I’m getting too in my head about that as well. I just keep thinking, like what if we meet and it’s just… eh? Which I mean, life is life and all so I suppose it doesn’t really matter. I have to curb my tendency to cut and run just because it’s easier, it’s not good.

I’ll write more tomorrow!

Love always,


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