Hello! Just thought I’d write a quick log before I head off to bed. I still haven’t packed or gotten anything ready for my trip and I’m still not nervous about it because I know it’ll all fall into place as it’s meant to.
One thing I do need to start focusing on though: manifesting my intentions as clearly and strongly as possible.
I keep feeding my worries by talking about the possible things that could go wrong, or the scary stuff. And that’s not what I want to give power to, those aren’t the kinds of vibrations I want in the air when I’m on the way there.
So, I’ve started saying out loud, “I’m going to have an amazing trip, and I am going to be safe.”
And when people ask me about it, that’s exactly what I’m going to say. Not, “oh, I heard there was shooting” or “yes, there are parts of the city that are kind of sketchy.”
There’s always going to be sketchy parts of the world, or people dying. If I let those things stop me or if I allow those things to create fear in me, then I’m never ever going to experience the world as deeply and as fully as I want to. I’m never going to be able to adventure in the ways that I dream of.
So, power to the positive. That’s all I’m going to focus on. I’m going to visualize myself in the sun, on the beach, exploring old ruins or snorkelling amidst hundreds of multi-coloured fish. I am going to truly enjoy my own company and this time that I’ve gifted to myself. A whole week of solitude!! A whole week of just company with me, or with the people I meet if I so choose! How beautiful is that?!
More than anything, I want this trip to strengthen my relationship with my intuition. I want to see the ways in which I listen to it and how it communicates with me. I want to watch the ways I manifest the things that I do, on this trip.
Anyways, that’s about all for today! I got my health card renewed, had my driving lesson today, so so far everything is going according to plan! There’s just a couple more stuff I need to do before I can leave with a clear mind, and then I’m out.
It truly is going to be an amazing trip. It will be life-changing, everything I need, and teach me in ways I hadn’t even realized myself that I needed to grow in.
I’ll write tomorrow if I can find a moment!