Hi, hi, hi, hi.
So Adrian is literally going to walk through the door at any second. And I thought I would try to type out a quick log to calm my nerves. But you know what?
I’m excited. This is someone I can be myself around, and feel comfortable with. A friend. And if I’m comfortable, he will be too.
It’s going to be fun. My body and my nervous system has no reason to fret. I’m excited!
I’m remembering what it was like to meet up with him the first time. I didn’t know what to expect, so I didn’t expect anything, and ended up having whatever expectations I could have had being blown out of the water.
I like him! I’m attracted to him as well. But nevertheless. I’m looking past all the crazy hormones to be in the moment, be in the now, and enjoy whatever could be.
After all, I looked forward to this all week.
Okay, I’ve got a feeling he’s here. I’ll write later!! It’s going to be an amazing weekend.