Hello, hello! I’m currently on my break at work typing this out, and I’m actually feeling pretty genuinely happy! I think that writing out that last log actually helped me so much; I can read through the news now without feeling that panic bubbling up in my throat! All I feel now is concern, but I also feel calm as well. I know that everything is going to turn out for the best and that humanity will come together as a whole to pull through this, as always. Everything is going to be okay.
I’m also super glad that I’ve been writing as frequently as I have been – I’m super proud of myself! Having this baby laptop certainly helps quite a bit as well though, I must admit. And another thing I have to acknowledge: I haven’t posted a single log online since November, and by refraining from doing so, I’ve been so much more honest with myself and in my writing as a result which is so freeing! It’s like I know that I’m only talking to myself, so as a result I don’t have anything to hide and I get to sort through my honest thoughts and feelings with that much more transparency and clarity.
When I do go back to posting these online, all I’ll do is filter out the parts that I’d like to remain personal or for my own eyes only. Not that there’s much I’d need to filter though, I’d like to believe that I’m a pretty open person for the most part!
Anyways, what’s been going on lately?
Well, there’s officially only 4 days left until I leave to Aruba!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Holy crap, I can’t believe it!!! I’m so excited, my heart and soul is so excited, I can’t wait to feel the sun on my skin and the warmth of the salt water at the beach, and just… ahhhh, man. Nothing makes me happier than this. I actually feel weird when I don’t have some kind of trip on the horizon at this point, LMAO. Well, this is my first trip of my four intended countries! Who knows, maybe I can fit in some more. It’s a nice long year ahead of me so the possibilities are endless!!
I’ve got about three more shifts of work left before I head out, which means I’m going to have to pack soon and get monies and all that other stuff. I’ve got to make a list of things I need to do and need to pack so I don’t forget! But I’m off tomorrow, so that’ll give me some time to get organized at least.
I guess that’s about it for today really! Anything I want to reiterate to myself before I go?
Inner voice says: be patient and trust your process. Everything will unfold on the timing of the Universe, but trust that everything you aspire to or want for yourself, the Universe genuinely wants for you, too. That’s what manifestation is: it’s when the timing of what you want and what the Universe wants for you perfectly aligns and co-creation happens as a result. Do your part to maintain your faith and your vibration, meditate, write, ask for signs, commune with the unseen, and do your best to see the good in everything and everyone. Be fearless, and love hard. Don’t give up, and remember to listen to your innermost self for cues on when to act and how to act. The answers you seek can and will always be found within.
Thanks inner voice! It’s nice to hear you again.
Well, I’ve got about five minutes left of my break so I shall wrap this up and head back to the floor! I’ll find some time to write soon, and while I’m away I must make a point of writing logs into my phone for the time being until I return home, because I don’t think I’m going to bring bb laptop with me on my trip. Just saves some extra time and peace of mind while going through customs, if anything.
Love always and in every way,